now i am blogging while waiting for the herbal tea to boil..
haha
morning i had difficulties in breathing & my chest is so pain...
noe that gonna have asthma....
but thank God its not serious...
daddy wan mi to drink that..
it taste super sucks..
u noe wat i did??
when he went out, i re-heat the herbal tea & add in lots & lots of sugar...
yeah !!! taste better =)
haha.... being notty =p

i tik i can identify how jerel feel...
but wun say totally understand lar, coz i not him mah...
i lost my phones like 3 times?? all new phone !!
ewwww....
feel like kicking myself... feel so regret..
haha!!!
still rmber there is once... b4 i sleep i tell God that i wan the hp back...
suddenly i rmber a song "faith! i can move e mountains"
a stupid thoughts came across my mind...
"eh?if faith can move e mountains, faith can bring my hp back too! ok God tml morning when i wake up, pls let mi see my hp beside mi !!"
keep singing that song till i fall asleep....

e 1st thing i woke up is to search my hp...
thinking to myself...
"is e hp back?? not beside me leh... izzit on the table charging??"
to ur supprise .....
e phone is still missing =p
noe that i am stupid... but reali miss my phone..
cried for many many days....
on bus, during sat svs... at hm... everywhere.. i cried...
until one day joyce told mi e story abt job...
got two conclusion.....
1. God is not there to harm us, He love me =)
2. Job give thanks to God despite wat he suffers... he lost his favourite too!!
that time i was quite young in God, & i admire Job alot...
frm that day, i stop crying...
next, my 6230 lost again!! together wiyh my whole bag...
thou i am smiling all e way in jp, i am crying inside..
rmber pris, chu lee, wenting, jerel, dewen, joyce was there...
but i learn to respond correctly, bcoz after all, God is not to blame, wana give thanks no matter how lousy i feel =)
eh, this is not a sermon to teach jerel, but e hps incident reali grew my character & thou its dumb(faith i can move e mountains) =p but it is a precious memory & growing up process =)

eh!!! juz someone try to flirt mi !!
to make things worse... he is a bangala...
not that i racist lar... but its juz so disgusting...
noe wat?? thats so so so so [diu lian] !!
thank God he didnt do stun like winking at mi or ask my number lor...
juz come say some praise to mi, & i was like giving him a super fake smile.
oh well, didnt scream at him coz he haben do stun yet..
if he did... i would use my ice lemon tea bottle & smack him rite to his face...
provided that if i dun need to pay e hospital bills lar... haha!
hate ppl who tries to be funny to mi, =p=p
gonna be the joke of the day by my classmates liao...
dun worry... i am still e gentle ting u noe =)
juz that ting needs to protect herself if bad guys approach.. haha

how long is forever?? 1 mth?? 1 year??
haha....
ppl lurve to say "together forever" & 1 mth later... gone..
wow... amazing.. forever so short..
my point is... no one can be with u forever...
there is no such thing as forever..
dun be naive...
correction * no HUMANS can be with u forever..
can they promiz??
nahz..
only God can give u forever...
only Jesus... He can... =)
i am sure that He lurves mi forever...
no HUMAN on this face of earth can ever did that.. to love u forever..
=)
if u noe of one... tell mi.. (i doubt??)*Jesus not counted*
haha !!!!

[-y rooted on things that dun last??-]